gridlock'd

gridlocked, the path to shangrila's been blocked, I've been knocked off my feat, i made it to the gates and as it turned out, they were locked.........
its been a long ride, if i told you i never cried, you would know that i had lied, im just trying to make it to the other side, all ive got is my pride, no friends, no bride, no love, she died, the rivers dried, everybody's fried, no one left in whom to confide, but i dont run and hide, im right here, you don't have to look far and wide, im beatin my feat, its a steady stride, moving forward, the finish line is what ive eyed, no bonnie, just Clyde, one deep, i stand alone, i asked god for help, but she never replied, i cursed her, before i realized, without her i never would have made it outside, for she wasn't by my side, she was carrying me thru the darkside