poker

where do we go from here
it took damn near a year but i finally realized she wasnt worth a single tear
kept my head up even though im fed up with all the bullshit that appears
been thru so much and gods still the only thing i fear

on my path and its funny cause when it looks so hopeless
stay focused and hold my breath when they try-n to choke us

and just when it looks like it cant get any worse
and my best option seems to be taking a ride in that black hearse
got my foot on the pedal and im not thinkin about reverse
full speed ahead, got 2 options, its either last or first

and what do ya know, i look around and the rest have dispersed
thought i was cursed now it looks like ill take the prize and the purse

as soon as i stopped looking, a new love found me
i guess the lesson would be
you play the person, not the cards you cant see
im all in with no hand raising blindly